I felt more of myself come through during this video than I’ve felt in a very long time. My god did it feel good to get out. There was a full hearted, present, and enthusiastic dance that ensued through my house for a little while afterwards (with music of course), moving that Aries energy through me.
Reaching this part of me felt like fresh oxygen getting into my body. It was magnificent. When I feel like this, when I feel like me, I don’t give a flying french fry what anyone thinks about it because it’s from my heart. I know and feel it so deeply within me that it doesn’t matter if I was criticized and told I was wrong by every individual on the planet. That’s when I know I’m being true to self.
This is SO much closer to the real me. This is what I’ve been trying to get at and un-repress. It’s just now surfacing and so there will be a few more bumpy trial and errors as I adjust, just like it took a little bit at the beginning of this video for me to really get there). This was me starting to pierce through my Pluto & Saturn in my chart, through my fears/terrors – as well as my Chiron (deepest wound).