I’m waiting for my latest video to finish uploading/processing so I can link it here and then get to bed. I’m determined to keep this momentum train running! I finally had to break down and figure out how to do the actual recorder on my webcam on my laptop vs the one you can directly do from youtube, because I got tired of it disconnecting randomly which then made me nervous I was going to do a bunch of recording and then lose it all again. So once I took care of that and wasn’t running into issues with the recording, I ended up talking for an hour! O.O
It went by so fast! Anyways, I go all over the map, but it’s also all connected. I bring up some things in a book I read, and I only really bring up one line in it, but there’s still a ton more equally fascinating things in the book, so it is possible that it will be the topic of other videos in the future. The main point for me at this moment, is just that I keep doing the videos and/or posts. This is a sticky part of the ‘overcoming fear’ process for me. This is where I either make incredible progress or I start sliding backwards, and fuck that.