A Little Disclosure

Have you been feeling dizzy, disoriented, foggy-brained, confused, worsening memory, vertigo, congestion, sometimes sick to your stomach?  Have you been feeling more and more tired, lethargic, increasing irritability, anger, frustration?  Do you go through periods where you feel like you’re “de-toxing” and trying to clear something out of your system, and for those tuned into your body. . . have your kidneys (sides, & back) been giving you more and more problems? Do you have increased anxiety, apathy, possibly even depression?

Have you had increasingly strange dreams or nightmares?  A sense of *something* going on, but you don’t know what?

Have you wondered why all the sinkholes, large booms, strange sounds heard around the world?  Why the seasons are all mixed up, and why it’s cold one day and warm another?  Why the trees  bloom at the wrong times, and then shortly afterwards. . . the leaves begin to dry up and some even turn a reddish color?

Why the birds migratory patterns are all off.  Why the weather becomes increasingly erratic and extreme?  Electronics misbehaving?  Why more and more people seem to be losing their minds, and an increase in suicide and suicide attempts?  Riots and protests?  Volcanoes, earthquakes, hurricanes, tornadoes, flooding. . . Mass animal deaths.  Did I mention Illnesses?

Increased UFO sightings.  Meteorites.  Landslides.  Bridges and overpasses collapsing.  Trains derailing.  Winds blowing globally.  Strange clouds.  Geomagnetic storms for no known reason (with no solar flares with resulting CMEs or solar winds from a coronal hole).

And, it’s not just Earth experiencing great changes and upheavals. . . so are the other planets in our solar system.

Before I continue with what I feel is happening.  Let me give you some more idea of where I’m coming from.

My whole life, I’ve had dreams and visions.  Increasingly lucid over the years.  Many years were spent deciphering and distinguishing the subtle energies of them.  The discipline I put into that, carried over into my waking life.  It had to, because there were times many years ago when I had a difficult time distinguishing between awake and sleep.  Did it make me feel crazy? Yes.  Did I let that stop me from understanding it? Not at all.

I watched, observed, took notes, contemplated, gathered more information.  I suspended judgment until a clearer picture began to form.  This is how I’ve learned and grown over the years, and how I’ve overcome the many pitfalls of being super sensitive.  A very scientific approach. . . except, unlike many scientists of today, I didn’t dismiss findings that didn’t fit my current world view.  I allowed for things I didn’t know or understand to make their way into my awareness.

In my waking life, I did the same thing I did with my dreams.  I observed, took notes, researched, etc.  I often stare at the sky.  I sit for hours watching the trees in deep communion.  Watching and listening to the birds and other critters.  Always looking for patterns, cycles, insight.  I’ve only ever spent this life trying to understand it.

In the last couple of years, the two worlds within me began to merge.  The world of spirit and dreams and the waking, real life world.  My time has been spent on weaving the connection between these two worlds and how they interface with each other.  I now see the spirit that runs through and connects everything, as well as the actions/reactions that it causes in our physical waking world.  I am now consciously aware of both worlds at all times.

There’s much more to it than that.  But, hopefully this gives you better context of how I operate and where the things I say come from.

When spiritually inclined people say, “We are all one”, I feel it’s a little bit misunderstood.  I see it more as, “We are all connected”.  We are individuals who connect to make a whole.

But to get back on topic. . . the things that have been happening increasingly in our world.  If you look at just isolated events, it doesn’t make much sense.  But take all of those events in as a whole, and you start to see a bigger picture emerge.  Same concept. . . individual cells making up a bigger body.  (The macro and micro. . . as above, so below. . . this concept repeats itself over and over.)

All of the things we are witnessing today, are connected to a bigger story.  If you don’t know how something is connected. . . you are simply missing pieces of the puzzle that help connect one thing to another.

My understanding of what’s going on is continually updating as I gather additional information.  It’s a very fluid and dynamic ongoing thing.  But I do feel that I have enough pieces to understand the emerging picture, and as of last night, it started feeling for the first time in my life, that it was time to start sharing what I’m seeing.

What I’m currently seeing, is that we’re fast approaching a pole shift that is being brought on by a body or object moving through our solar system.  I don’t know what it is, and I don’t know when.  But I feel strongly enough about it, that I’m willing to put myself out there and be ridiculed and thought crazy.

I don’t take what I’m saying lightly.

Many, many, many myths & legends, religions, etc. speak of things that we’re seeing right now.  And I don’t feel it’s necessarily because they were trying to be prophetic, but because they were describing something they lived through themselves and that it was something that was cyclical and they were trying to pass the information on to future generations as best as they could.

I do not believe it’s about punishment.  I don’t think any of us need to be beating ourselves up for not having been “better” people to have prevented this from happening.  As I wrote about in another post about facing and embracing your shadows, I feel that idea applies here as well.

In older traditions, the ones who had to walk the path through trials and darkness, were the initiates.  The shamans.  The ones who walked between the worlds.  Humanity, as a group of individuals, are all being pushed onto this path during this time.  The difference is, in the past, the initiates had to walk the path alone.  As a group, we can choose to walk it together.  But first, we have to admit to ourselves that we’re on it.

Many, many tough things are brought to the surface when faced by global calamity.  What happens after death?  What is real and what isn’t?  What really matters?  Am I at peace with myself and my life, and if not. . . how do I get there?  Do I let people know that I love them?  Am I kind to myself?  Am I kind to others?

The point of being on this path, isn’t to try and *beat* death.  It’s to get real.  To become who you really are underneath all the trivial things we’ve used to cover up.  To get in touch with what you really feel, and what you value.  To become aware of the spiritual, or eternal part of yourself.

That’s why I emphasize feelings and heart at this time, because it becomes your new anchor during times of upheaval and unsureness.  If you only believe in the physical world and only what your 5 senses tell you. . . this time we are living in is going to be one that drives you to madness.  Your heart and feelings are your inner guidance that you need to use to navigate these times.  It is not the time to hide behind lies and bullshit.

And when you find the courage to open your heart and to your own truth inside of you, you will also. . . in your own way, feel peace and connection to others.  And you’ll know that death is not the end by any means.  We are, and always will be connected to each other.  We will always see each other again.  We are never truly alone.

From this space, you will know with sureness of what you need to do.  Whether you are someone who needs to stock up on things, or go to the mountains (and not from a sheer animalistic instinct to survive, but because you are meant to be one who survives and carries on), or if you should just be spending this time making amends and living true and helping others who are going to become increasingly scared.

For myself, I do not feel a need to do anything other than what I’m doing.  And that is to communicate out to others what I know.  My dreams, visions, and inner guidance have not pointed towards me putting forth effort to try and survive.  Not that I won’t, but that my path is more towards communicating and comforting.  I know when the time comes, I will be connected, and I will know exactly what I need to do.

We each have our roles.  Each individual doesn’t need to be able to do everything.  Just what they are meant to do.  And that also means that we will need each other.  I will never be someone who is good at storing food goods and the logistics of that type of thing. . . but I am able to see the signs, give guidance, and help lead.   So my survival may depend on the kindness of others who are good at the logistics of lodging and food, etc.  Do you see what I mean?

Individuals within a collective.  If we’re focused on sheer survival and this is mine and I will shoot you if you get close. . . then we will all suffer.  But if we’re at peace within ourselves and whatever happens. . . then we become capable of holding the space and joining together our resources and the special talents and skills that we each bring to the table.

The All affects the One, and the One affects the All.

Take this information, and do with it what you like.  Take it or leave it, it’s okay with me.  I’m not looking for support or for others to agree with me.  I am just following my own inner guidance to share for better or for worse.

I will most likely continue sharing things from here on out.  It feels like it’s a part of a role I agreed to.  It comes from my heart, and not for gain.

Take good care of yourselves and each other.

Comments

  1. Thank you so much for hearing your heart and sharing this. And who needs to ‘get’ it, whether consciously or subconsciously, will ‘get’ it. You’re not only connecting puzzle pieces, but you are one. We’re dots to others, in ways we may never be able to imagine.

    And looking at the turmoil on this planet…It’s like Extreme Home Make-Over…And we know how that always ends. In tears…happy tears.

    Keep your heart on speaker phone…and people will listen : )

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    • Jennifer Roark says:

      Thank you : )

      LOL – Extreme Home Make-Over : D That’s a great analogy and a good point. It really does all end in happy tears. It has been my belief that the Door to Heaven is reached by walking through Hell. As in, it’s all well worth anything we’re made to temporarily suffer.

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  2. Jean Mackenzie says:

    Jen, I always find your stuff so utterly authentic and insightful and it always resonates with me!!! Thanks for being you and sharing your depth with us – it is helpful on many levels!!!

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    • Jennifer Roark says:

      Miss Janaki !!! I mean, Jean. : D Thank you so very much!

      It is truly, truly my pleasure to share. It’s what I was made for. : ) It may scare the living piss out of me at times, but whenever I make myself do it and get into the “zone” I *know* in that moment, that I’m actively living my purpose. . . and with that comes a kind of peace within. (The rest of the time is filled with crying and laughter… and sometimes yelling).

      Your words have always meant a lot to me, so thank you . . . too! : D

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  3. Thank you Jenn, yet another beautiful piece ❤
    And yes, I am a puzzle piece and need not to be different than I already am. I see myself as a lover of life and a space and peace keeper. And all that i need to be is myself and look and feel through the forms of this eternal life. Through all the wonderful sometimes scary/crazy and all the inbetween story-forms we call life, and see into its essence its peace and wholeness.

    Much LOVE and Blessings,
    Mirjam ( Sunshine)

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    • Jennifer Roark says:

      And because I know that the space and peace keepers are rarely recognized for the gifts they quietly give us, I’d like to thank you for having the heart to be able to do that for others. You are truly an Unsung Hero. : )

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